Dance Dance Like its the last last night of your life life~

Hello

I'm going to start this off with three things I have come to realize over the last few days
See,
everyday I have a 10 minute walk to and from the station, plus a 5-10 minute (depending on the crowds) walk from the station to and from school
and then on top of that, the last few days I've been going to Shijo, sanjo, (places in kyoto haha) and from there its about a 15 minute walk to the station (i could take the station closer, Kawaramachi, but its only a 15 minute walk to Karasuma and my train pass starts from Karasuma so ya lol) So I have a lot of time to think. (not to mention the train rides themselfs, although I usually sleep)

Anyways, these are the three things I have realized

1. I'm not going to start doubting myself because some people in this world can't look past my imperfections, like, I've worked hard to be where I am now, and I'm not gunna start looking back now, ya know?

2. I never want to leave Japan, ever. This is my home, this is where I belong! everything feels normal, and I really am so eager to learn more and more Japanese, life here will only get easier haha.

3. and Finally, I want to go dancing, badly.

Also for thoes of you who didn't know
I will be going to UBC starting stepember 2011.
i will be saying goodbye to Victoria as soon as possible
this is something I have always wanted to do, but Always chickened out, but I've been pondering UBC for years, and being here in Japan made me realize that I'm happiest when I'm living a busy city life, and I'm ready to move on from Victoria. it was a great place to get my feet wet, get me used to city life/living on my own, but I'm ready to move onto bigger and better things. of course, it's just something to kill time, and keep me busy while I count down the days till i come back to Japan haha. This whole UBC thing was also due to my large amounts of thinking time haha.

Anyways

school is going well..
don't really have much to add about my life hahaha
it's going great, I'm  loving every moment
hmm
I joined the Calligraphy Club :)
It starts tomorrow (thursday)
and I'm excited to get to know some of the girls in the club! they seem really nice
we visited the calligraphy (Shoudo in Japanese) club last week and it was fun so ya! (:

Also I deicded to go to this International Halloween party in Osaka
its at this club, and a bunch of us from the Japanese studies program are going to go
at first i was like, ehh I dunno
but then (hahah yes, during one of my walks home!) I was like listening to Usher and I was like, to hell with it I wanna go to a club and have fun ! I'm just not gunna drink, just have fun (like i might have A drink but I'm not gunna DRINK, if ya know what i mean haha)

Also I really wanna go to Karaoke D:

hmmm

I think thats all.

bye lovelies~